Oh me oh my

So... 18 weeks down, only 22 to go. I'm almost halfway done!

You know, I really do hope this boy is born on Halloween. How cool would that be? Then the name Daemon would be DOUBLY awesome. Daemon the Demon born on Halloween! He he.

So life is getting stressful again. I just worry so much. I can't really help the worrying. It comes so naturally. I worry about Ben's job, I worry about the rent, I worry about the budget, I worry about the pregnancy... I just worry. I need to stop it though, I can feel my blood pressure creep up every time I think of it.

Even when things have been bad... Ben and I have made things work. He's always found a way to provide for us. I really hope I get this promotion, and i hope they open up this job in July. If I can move to estimating in July, the pay increase will help a lot. Then I'll really be the breadwinner.

I'm really starting to look pregnant now. I weighed myself today and for the first time since I got pregnant, I've gained weight. In the first three months of my pregnancy I lost 15 pounds. I've now gained 3 of those back... lol. A whole three pounds. I do have to be careful now though, because my appetite is starting to come back. I can eat a little more, and lunchtime is the worst. From 10 AM til about 2 PM I cannot get enough to eat! This boy is growing!