Well it's been weeks since my last post, and that's because of what's been going on in our lives. I think most of you who read this know what's happened, and for those who don't you can email me for info. Because a lot of Ben's family may still read this, I don't want to go into everything here...
Ben has decided he'd like a divorce, and has started a new relationship. I moved out of our house this weekend, and he is already moving his new boyfriend into our old home. Rebekah and I are living with my mom until Daemon is born, and then we'll be finding a nearby apartment.
Bekah is doing really well, she thinks it's quite the treat to be living with Grammy and Tami. They spoil her which is good, she needs that right now. We're living in the front room, I'm on Bekah's old bed she's on the couch. We have a pretty good setup. Room for our clothes, our big TV for watching princess shows on, and lots of toys to play with. :)
I spent the weekend trying to help move (kinda hard when people won't let you lift anything!) doing laundry, getting my car fixed and trying to find some sort of stability for us. I was so glad for Monday to come. Bekah's back at daycare which makes her very happy, and I'm back to some normalcy at work. Things could always be worse, and frankly I feel good about the place I'm in. I feel like I'm finally free from the worry, the agony, the questions, and the lies. I feel like I'm on the cusp of a fresh start.
I'll be starting a new blog soon (I don't really like the name of this one) and I'll post it on my FB for friends to find.
I love you all and thanks for your wonderful support!!! :)
